随笔

　　I remember a long time ago, when we talked together at night, we didn't have so much utilitarian mood at that time, and we didn't even think about what would be beneficial to our development in the future.

　　We just stay here reading our articles and discussing our moods. Maybe these are the simplest and most straightforward life attitudes for us. But many years later, I saw you and me in a familiar place. When they were young, the children seemed to be you and me talking and joking together. That's familiar.

　　But when I look back again, I find that everything, all the scenery is slowly away from me. What I can grasp is nothing but the illusion in front of me. They just come from my imagination, not from objective things.

　　In the past, we always felt hesitant and confused about the future. That sense of helplessness is deeply rooted in the marrow. That kind of desolation and sadness is always accompanied by your mood. You can never really smile and make you laugh.

　　Sometimes we even wonder if such a story has already been doomed to an end, but we did not anticipate that year, and we simply could not imagine such a development situation. So we go all the way to today, and we regret it, and we have no regrets.

　　But at the end of the road, we can all understand these reasons, and what is the difference.